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ONE. be curteous and present yourself well

[The audio turns on and there's a short pause before a moderately young, eager British voice speaks.]

Hello! My name.. Well, it's Tommy D. I'm-- I'm a new warden here.

[His words become more careful.]

I don't-- I don't know if you know about The Cottages or White Castle or anything, but it really doesn't matter that I'm a student of Hailsham. It really made... it makes no difference in the end. [A beat.] I know I'm not the best out there, but if you give me a chance, I'll work hard and I expect I can surprise you.

[A pause and then he's back to his original chipper tone again.]

I heard that the inmates are assigned to us. Is that right? Do I.. Do I talk to the Admiral about it or is it automatic or... ? Sorry. I'm rubbish at this sort of thing. I promise I'll be better once I've gotten to know how it all works.

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A test where they show you pictures made up of dots. Differently coloured dots. Depending on what you can see, they work out your colour perception.

Is it really a favour? Is ignorance ever a favour?

I hope she does.

How do they know what colors the dots are if they can't see color themselves?

Yeah. It is.

Me too, Eddie. Thanks.

There's number codes for colours. I presume that's how they know. Or they have an answer key, perhaps.

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I was never very good at art. It wasn't the colors; I suppose I didn't take it very seriously when I was younger.. and I wasn't very good, you understand. I'm not saying.. My art isn't like your color perception. I only meant that all of us aren't very good at some things -- outside of Kath, maybe. She was good at everything. -- But you shouldn't feel badly about it.

I don't. I never have. In my world, I am very good at seeing colour.

Here... It's only when people try to make me feel bad about it that I do, but even then, I realised that whatever colours I see doesn't really matter.

You're right, it doesn't. If they try to make you feel badly about it again, you should tell them to bugger off. It's not their business anyway.. the colors.. or whatever someone's not good at.

I am good at seeing col...

I already did. If it happens again, I'll say it more forcefully.

Oh, sorry. You are good where you come from you said? Yeah? That's good. Yeah. That's really good.

You do that.

...It's only compared to the Previous that I'm rubbish at seeing colour. Not that it actually matters, but... at home it does matter, that's all.

That's excellent, that you were good there. What about Jane though? It sounds like she wasn't quite as gifted.. or is it number of colors more than the percentages? I barely understand that in our own system. Education, you know.. number of top marks versus the rank of the marks themselves.

It's definitely percentages. Although, colours have heirarchies. Grey, Red, Green, Orange, Blue, Yellow, Purple, Ultraviolet. But you get to be a Prefect if you have the highest colour perception.

But Jane's a better person than I am. Colour has nothing to do with it, really. It just makes you think you're better than other people.

I'm not sure I understand that.. So you weren't better than anyone, you just thought you were?

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