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[quiteagooddonor]

[The video switches on and Tommy's chilling out. If you look closely, you can catch sight of a clothes dryer in the background.]

Hello! Tommy D again. ..I was wondering if it might be possible to get a torch for me to have? I'm not certain how it works here. I have tokens and I have pounds, but I haven't seen any mentions of either thus far.

I'm also.. Well, I'm a bit worried about not being sorted. I don't mind waiting. It's just, I hadn't realized this was the sort of thing where you wait for your letter to arrive and it might arrive much earlier or much later. Is that how it is?

[Tommy looks awkwardly off screen after a pause, then back, but his voice is much quieter.]

I believe I may have flooded the wash room. Could someone help me please?

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[quiteagooddonor]

A Carer is someone who's assigned to you to make it easier for you to give your Donations and to help you with the doctors and that. A Guardian is someone from Hailsham or the like who gives you what you need as your grow older. They help prepare you.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Prepare you for... what?

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

Adulthood and Donation.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Right.

Do your... Guardians know you're here?

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

The Guardians only stay with us until we graduate from Hailsham, to the Cottages. I found them later, but.. they weren't my Guardians then.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see.

Does anyone from home know you're here? Or... well, do you have to tell anyone you're going anywhere?

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

Well, it's.. not exactly, no. I would have told Kath, but I didn't get the chance. She'll understand, I'm certain. She always.. Kath's great about that thing. But she's the only one I would have told. The doctors would wonder, if I was gone for awhile. They might worry I Completed while out for a walk or something.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

But you don't have to get permission?

So... what's to stop you walking off and finding the, um, Originals? I don't mean offence by that, it's just what I'd do in your position.

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

I check in every night, if that's what you mean. I was told that time travels differently here and that I'd be able to return to the same time. Is that not right?

Nothing, so long as I check in in the evenings, but they're not exactly easy to find. There's no way of knowing where they came from or what sort of shape they're in or even if they're alive. We used to debate how old they'd be as well.. if they donated as children so we'd grow up nearly the same time as them, or if they were already adults. It's difficult to imagine what you might look like in thirty years' time..

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

No, that's true. I was just curious if you were allowed to go anywhere.

So... they made a new...

Wait, I don't quite follow. If I was an original and someone made one of you, of me, now... it would be a child?

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

Well, of course. We went into town and the like, when we felt up to it, but you had to intend to be a Carer to learn how to drive and I never intended to. Sometimes we went into town and had lunch. Once Chrissy thought she saw Ruth's Original, but when we went back, it wasn't her.

I'm not actually certain. We were never allowed to ask, so it was mostly rumors. The Donor would definitely be a child, but whether you would be able to be copied at this age.. you might have to be older, or younger. But yes, the Donors-- I mean, we grow up the same as you. Physically.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Oh, right. And you didn't have to get permission to do that?

I... think I understand, so far as I can.

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

Well.. no. We weren't children then. We'd just check in at night, like I said. Once I was in the Care facility, I had to be checked out, of course, like any other patient. But that was different.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

...We still had to get permission to go anywhere outside of the boundaries.

So I was a little curious, I suppose.

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

Oh. We had to get permission if we wouldn't be home that night. Otherwise, they'd call after you. I suppose there was nothing to prevent someone from just leaving, but what would be the point? We couldn't function well with the Originals and we had no money or anything. I mean, nothing beyond what they gave us. It's.. There was really no choice but to do what we were meant to, so there was no need for strict Rules or anything.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Why couldn't you function well with the originals?

[Private]

[quiteagooddonor]

It's just, I don't really know much about how they live. So I doubt I'd be able to live with them, holding a proper job and having my own flat and all.

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[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see. So they live massively different lives to you? Hm.